I just wrote a post that shouldn’t be published. Thank god I just had a bigger uglier cry and realized in time. I need to blubber from the fetal position and there’s no one near me to listen and decipher it but the cat. Suffice it to say I feel like crap at the bottom of a shoe and the ugly cry just won’t stop. I’ll try to answer kind comments on other stories and posts as soon as I feel better but for now I think I should retreat and remember how to be quiet. Silence does have its place after all.